| i'm a fan of adventures... skydiving, hang gliding, hiking, rafting, etc. ...but actually i'm also terrified of bugs, generally afraid of the dark, have problems with the idea of drowning/being submerged, and could never live in an isolated place.
i would, for the most part, consider myself a relationship girl. ...but actually i seem to have a recurring thing of a failure to 'truly' commit (in the long term.. think 3 years+).
i express my emotions and share my thoughts freely. ...but actually some thoughts/insecurities/issues/topics make me fairly emotionally guarded.
i'm a fan of excitement and taking physical and intellectual risks. ...but emotionally i have a hard time gambling and the odds of getting hurt always seem far too great.
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| All Mixed Up - 311 "you've got to trust your instincts.. and let go of regret"
You're Still The One - Shania Twain "i'm glad we didn't listen.. look at what we would be missin'"
This Kiss - Faith Hill "it's the way you love me.. it's a feeling like this"
[void] -- this should have been a telling sign
Amber - 311 "amber is the color of your energy" -- i can't even remember what i mistakenly thought this line was
(Sittin' on) The Dock of the Bay - Otis Redding "sittin' here restin' my bones.. and this loneliness won't leave me alone"
Bless the Broken Road - Rascal Flatts "others who broke my heart, they were like northern stars.. pointing me on my way into your loving arms"
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| Work is going well.
Family is fantastic. (I'm in jersey driving around with my cuz and sissyface to help my cuz find The Dress.)
Things with the boyfriend have been =) so stay tuned.
And friends keep the smiles and laughter coming. |
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| i'm finding my thoughts/feelings/desires quite conflicting. bugger.
some times all you need is a lil kick to pull you back to reality.
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| sometimes i make my bed just so i can jump full leap onto it on my back.... 
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