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Friday, November 06, 2009

what can be misleading

i'm a fan of adventures...  skydiving, hang gliding, hiking, rafting, etc. ...but actually i'm also terrified of bugs, generally afraid of the dark, have problems with the idea of drowning/being submerged, and could never live in an isolated place.

i would, for the most part, consider myself a relationship girl. ...but actually i seem to have a recurring thing of a failure to 'truly' commit (in the long term.. think 3 years+).

i express my emotions and share my thoughts freely. ...but actually some thoughts/insecurities/issues/topics make me fairly emotionally guarded.

i'm a fan of excitement and taking physical and intellectual risks. ...but emotionally i have a hard time gambling and the odds of getting hurt always seem far too great.


Saturday, October 31, 2009

a facet of my history via notable songs

All Mixed Up - 311  "you've got to trust your instincts.. and let go of regret"

You're Still The One - Shania Twain  "i'm glad we didn't listen.. look at what we would be missin'"

This Kiss - Faith Hill  "it's the way you love me.. it's a feeling like this"

[void] -- this should have been a telling sign

Amber - 311  "amber is the color of your energy" -- i can't even remember what i mistakenly thought this line was

(Sittin' on) The Dock of the Bay - Otis Redding  "sittin' here restin' my bones.. and this loneliness won't leave me alone"

Bless the Broken Road - Rascal Flatts  "others who broke my heart, they were like northern stars.. pointing me on my way into your loving arms"


Saturday, October 24, 2009

As N.E.R.D. said, "Things are geting better."

Work is going well.
Family is fantastic. (I'm in jersey driving around with my cuz and sissyface to help my cuz find The Dress.)
Things with the boyfriend have been =) so stay tuned.
And friends keep the smiles and laughter coming.


Thursday, October 15, 2009

i'm finding my thoughts/feelings/desires quite conflicting.  bugger.

some times all you need is a lil kick to pull you back to reality.


Saturday, October 10, 2009

simple joy

sometimes i make my bed just so i can jump full leap onto it on my back.... 



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